now and forever
the moment is gone and
time runs out
then it hits you with the pain
things are great on the way up
but nobody is with you
when you re on the way down
you got what you wished for
is that what you really wanted
it's how i think of you
raining in my house

indecision
problems that took years
to build and build
and admission is to far away
life in a blackout
is like life in a storm
when you finally come out
you see that you're all alone
you got what you wished for
is that what you really wanted

the day you break is the
day you're born
then you deal with the blame
is that what you wished for
is that what you really wanted