Dear Joan
Iâ??ve almost forgotten
the pain in the window
Blue dress in the doorway

Dear Joan
Help me remember
the face I forget
And the traps that Iâ??ve sprung

I guess Iâ??ve grown tired
Itâ??s just whatâ??s expected of me
To tear your heart from the inside to the outside
You know I was wired, I just couldnâ??t help it
The hundred thousand times I hurt you
Dear Joan
I wanted to say that Iâ??m sorry for
Screaming last night, and the nights before
Well Iâ??ve wanted more from this
Than anything Iâ??ve ever known
Dear Joan

Dear Joan
Your face has a brightness
that Iâ??ve never seen
In the years that Iâ??ve known you

Dear Joan
I'd pick up the pieces,
but some scattered too far
See, they flew when I kicked them

I know you believed when I said it was over
You stood by me, patiently waiting and brooding
So deeply in love with every face that Iâ??ve shown
Dear Joan
I wanted to say that Iâ??m sorry for
Screaming last night, and the nights before
Well Iâ??ve wanted more from this
Than anything Iâ??ve ever known

Once I forget
Twice Iâ??m a fool
Three times I wrap my hands around your neck

While youâ??re sleeping
Youâ??re quietly sleeping
Sleeping and dreaming

Dear Joan
Donâ??t walk out the doorway, because if you did
I believe I could honestly kill you

Dear Joan
I wanted to say that Iâ??m sorry for
Screaming last night, and the nights before
Well Iâ??ve wanted more from this
Than anything Iâ??ve ever known

Dear Joan
I wanted to say that Iâ??m sorry for
Screaming last night, and the nights before
Well Iâ??ve wanted more from this
Than anything Iâ??ve ever known

Dear Joan